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Originally Posted by Rlaunch
am thinking maybe it was a way to make her respect me. or a way to make me feel something, or maybe a way to feel how little i deserve as a person to my wife, for never being honest.
I dont know what caused it. i traumatized the person i love and she is locked in quarantine and know am in ruins.
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Things could not continue the way they were and you did not yet have the skills to respond in a less hurtful, to yourself as well as her, way. Get some counselling and support for yourself and work it through. It is very painful and will take a lot of time to heal but it's worth it to try.