I promise you that there are plenty of women out there who can accept you. Honestly, one of the biggest reasons I completely accept my husband is because I too know the struggle of depression and anxiety. I guess it's the "two wrongs can make a right" thing.

I'm sorry you don't have a support system. That must be insanely taxing emotionally. I know I don't know you, but I'll be here to talk and listen if you ever need to.

Life really is cruel sometimes. And just plain unfair. Hopefully it will start to turn around for you. I'll keep my fingers crossed for the both of us.