Thanks all for the thoughts. I don't know what to do. I'm seeing her again today and I'm really nervous. I'm really not doing well, and part of me wants to tell her that, but since she's technically not my doctor, I don't think it's my place. I'm trying to "be good" during this assessment period so she likes me and agrees to work with me, but I don't know how much longer I can go with the "keeping up appearances" act, so to speak.

I know, logically, the right thing to do is just be upfront, but therapy and relationships, and specifically therapeutic relationships, are rarely logical, eh?