Just about to cut.........Have too.....need too....want too.....
I want to feel the blood ,I want to feel the warmness ........I want to feel alive not dead.....

Want to forget about my pain and focus on anything eles..............

Want to be comforted......Want to be cared about.........

Want my family to tell me that Im worth something....anything..........

want to feel pain.......nice pain..........not nasty pain...........

want to feel loved and not just another one of the family?

want someone to tell me that Im ok.......

want someone to hold me tight and never leave me..........

Want to feel real......not dead and numb..........