I feel like an idiot. I'm so afraid of med side effects, that I have trouble being compliant. For the past few days I've felt a lot of anxiety, nausea, racing heart, but I don't want to call my doctor. I lie enough to him already.

I suddenly stopped taking Lexapro, I sometimes take Seroquel as directed, but I usually reduce the dosage or skip days. I have a bottle of a Trileptal which I've never even opened.

Without the meds, I have all sorts of physical and mental reactions. I feel like hell. But I'm afraid to take everything that's been prescribed because I'm afraid I'll die.
I did tell my pdoc about my fear, but he said that's just my anxiety making me feel this way. Well......

I guess I just want to know, if any of you are completely med compliant, how do you do it????