#POSSIBLE TRIGGER FOR SEX ABUSE SURVIVORS#

I was doing really well for quite a while, and even went off of all my meds. I still had the occasional flashback while on the meds, and my husband said I was like a zombie, so I didn't feel the need to take it anymore. My psychiatrist has put me on valium 1 mg on an as needed basis, but I rarely take it....until yesterday.

I had an EMDR session with my T at my request to begin dealing with the sexual abuse I experienced as a child. I won't go into all the details, but it came out that it's possible that I may have been raped (with some sort of object was the impression I was getting) when I was very young. I have no memory of it, though.

Is it possible to experience something like that and only have impressions of it, but no actual memories?