I am sorry everyone. I am just not doing well. I do not know why...nothing really horrible has been happening, but my emotions are off the wall and I am a mess.
Thinking things that I have not thought in a very long time. I am not sleeping again...I just lie in bed until the sun comes up. It has been this way for the past week. I know that this is not helping my mood.
I am just really really scared for myself.

Jessica