I wish you lived my life today, or better yet, for the last year. I'd like to see you live it and then hear your own advice back in your face. You from your ivory tower, thinking you know the answers for me. Thinking I should befriend someone because she is "pretty" then trying to FORCE A FRIENDSHIP ON ME!! You have to be out of your mind to even have thought it, let alone try to make someone do something they don't want to. It must be the drugs affecting you.