Hi,

I had very low esteem and most of my life. Today I saw a Domestic violence counselor and it's went well. I had a friend wanted to know where I was and I told her on my way home never text me back. I got angry. I feel like I'm a damn loser and I hate myself sometime. I don't have much support system at all. I really can't count on anyone to help me.
When my neighbors or friends need help I helped them. When I want help they turned their heads the other way. I get really angry they are taking advantage of me. Sometime I just wish I wasn't here at all.