Okay so I'm talking to this younger friend of mine and she tells me that she's dating an older man whose been divorced twice. Then she tells me that he lied about his age when they first started dating and he is actually much older than she thought. It's probably none of my business but I couldn't help but feel a disturbing gnaw at the pit of my stomach when she was talking about this guy. First of all she's a very lovely young lady and easy to talk to - what makes her date this guy I thought. Or was that really the question I was asking? When I got home all I could imagine was her with the twice divorced older guy and I was alone - I was suddenly struck again by the random inequities of life. What gives this guy the right to marry and divorce two women and still date a beautiful young lady. The door closed, I was chained to the wall in a dark room. It was silent and cold. I hate this guy for the position he puts me in. God dammit anyway. Hope I can sleep.