Back to zero. I have decided that binging and purging is just a reenactment of what happened with my ex-t. First he cared about me, and provided me with what I much needed. I was so hungry for love I ate up all he gave and wanted more more more. (binge). But he took back his love and took back all the nourishment (purge).
So tired of this. :/
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"When it's good, it's so good,
when it's gone, it's gone."
-Ben Harper
DX: Bipolar Disorder, MDD-recurrent. Issues w/addiction, alcohol abuse, anxiety, PTSD, & self esteem. Bulimia & self-harm in remission