Dear T

I think these feelings I have for pdoc are extracting me from everything else. I feel empty and I don't know what to talk about. Or it are the meds that make me kind of feeling numb. I don't know. It's just that I don't feel much and I don't think much about other things than pdoc. I'm so tired of it. I long for him so much and it hurts. There won't ever be a nice man who'll like me. I'm unlikeable.