I read a couple articles and the symptoms sure do fit in PMDD. I managed to brave through it yesterday, hopefully it'll be better today. The whole situation is getting the better of me, i find myself breaking down when i'm alone and i have no motivation, energy, or desire, to do anything. Not work, not anything else. How am i supposed to deal with all this when i myself am going through depression? I managed so far, but i feel its ripping me apart. Sometimes i just really, really want to lash out too, instead of just standing there while taking in all the rage and the insults. On one hand i'm affraid that i'll snap and on the other hand I almost wish I will. ... whatever. Its helpful just to put this out there, even if i'm pretty sure there will be no response.