I've been trying to find someone but nothing yet, I guess I'm struggling to work out if she cares or not and where I am other than a constant mess or in crisis mode. I've been seeing T since Jan last year where I've gone from wanting someone to offload to, to having ASD, PTSD, GAD dx and returning to very unhealthy coping strategies a lot down to the situation I am in, but how do you measure progress ?