Thanks Angela and Fuzzy. It is raining today. I have to go to work. Work was a safe haven for me but it isn't anymore. I feel so displaced there. When we were at our old location I knew where everything was and what was expected each day. I had my routine...I think that is it more then anything. I had a routine. Routines help to comfort me, soothe me. At work I had a routine that was the same each day though the jobs were different I knew what to expect and I could slide into them and go blank for hours at a time because of that routine. At the new place there is no routine and I have to stay in my head. I can't slide out into the empty spaces of the universe. There is no respite from my thoughts. It depresses me terribly. On the happy side, my friend Jody will be at work today.
Carrie