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Yes. My feelings are too painful. I end up hating the person and loving them cyclically, which has to hurt them, or resorting to SI. Also, my oldest daughter has inherited mental/emotional problems from me. My other two are obviously at risk. I could be a good mother and wife without the UP ups and DOWN downs. My emotions end up causing problems anyway.
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RX and Daily meds:
Vraylar 1.5mg daily, Gabapentin 900mg daily
General Anxiety Disorder; Panic Disorder (unspecified); Borderline Personality Disorder; Schizoaffective Disorder/Bipolar Type; Fibromyalgia; Sleep Apnea
"putting on a brave face, trying to ignore the voices in the back of my head" - Gotye
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