Thank you everyone for reaching out to me. I feel a little shaky but i did some positive things today and I will make it to work tomorrow. I work in neonatal intensive care, and i'm sure some little baby( and thier parents) will need me, probally not as much as i need them. I cannot express how grateful i am for you folks and psychcentral. I've lived in so much isolation when it comes to my struggles, and now i don't feel so all alone. i just hope that i will be as comforting and supportive to others as you are to me. As a "strong Black woman/nurse/Christian" I'm taught to give and not to recieve. it's so nice to be able to ask for help and to actually get it.
God bless you guys,
Dorsey