i want to hurt myself.......i want to hurt myself......i want ot hurt myself.........i want to hurt myself.................

cr-p!!!!

my wounds are still healing....and healing means itching....itching....itching....scratching....scratching.....can't be all that bad.....scratching.......................................

can't...can't....can't....can't....can't....can't.....can't.....can't.....can't.....can't................................................................

will try not to....not to.....will go back to painting....painting....paint....pain.....

why is everything so hard right now? why did i make my life fall apart?? i tore it apart like the flesh on my body....just tore it all apart...help