Dear T

I won't see you for 4 whole weeks. 4 weeks! Last session when we were planning next session, you looked at your agenda and said we'll see eachother next week, then I'm away for 2,5 weeks, and then we can see eachother that ***day again.
Then today, we were planning next session and I couldn't come that day. So now I won't see you for 4 whole weeks instead of 3 whole weeks. You were already full that ***day, I think. But that sucks!!! Because of what you told me last session, I expected to see you after 3 weeks. I though that was already long. But now it's 4 whole weeks! I hate this! Yes, at the moment I don't look forward to sessions, but I don't need to do that. I need it. I need therapy. I can't do this alone. 4 whole weeks without someone to talk to. 4 whole weeks without you.
You said that time will fly by. Maybe for you. You're going on vacaction for 10 days, to a beautiful place. And then you're home for another week. You'll spend time with your boyfriend and babygirl and probably friends. You have a life. But I don't. For me the time will go by very slow.