I'm learning how to have 'me time' without being secretive- that came from my time using drugs- I didn't want anyone to know I was doing them
I need to spend more time with others again, relearn my social skills that I let erode away.
It's hard to get out of bad habits even once you've quit doing drugs.
I have more experience being alone now than with others.
Even as a child I would be found alone in my rooming reading books off in a fantasy world.
Then in college and for years afterward I'd be alone in my dorm room/apartment doing drugs and listening to music/watching movies- off in my own world. . . .