I talked about my not taking my meds as prescribed and asked my pdoc if he would still see me in the event I ever stopped my meds deliberately when I saw him today. His response was a little shocking! He told me that Lamictal needed to be a staple but basically that I can stop everything else. Since I have a history of hearing and obeying the voice of God , he told me stories of mothers killing their children because they believed God told them to do so. He said if I start to get too high (like right now), I will need the Abilify and too low, I will need the Zoloft. Are you kidding me? I get to stop almost everything. I've been asking to cut down on my meds for a while and have always been told no. Now this? I don't know what to think?