Christ. All the shite in my life made me almost want to become a hermit. If you do not know what that is, it is basically when a person shuns the outside world and prefers to be alone. Hell, sometimes I wish now I'd never even met certain people.

Although I'm a nice laid back guy, I don't know what to do in a social setting. I may not fair too badly one to one, but in groups, I just get way too anxious.

Let's see. In the past several years alone, I lost my flat, I lost Laura, I lost loads of money, I lost my support service, I lost the right to contact Sara and Joanna, I lost my liberty, my pet budgie passed away and I've just generally had a rough time of things. Every year in the 2000s very much sucked, and every year so far in the 2010s has been crap as well.

No wonder we get depressed.