i am so tired, my coworker saw my cut scars and said what happened to ur arm and i wanted to bolt. i said theyre just scars and she was like but what happened!!!! and then she started talking about something else so im pretty sure she figured it out. uh omg. i wanted to die right there. work was so exhausting i feel like i cant move. i took a bath and now i am not going to leave my bed i just want to lay here forever. school started today and theres a crapload of work, i feel overwhelmed and just... i dont want to be an adult anymore. i dont want responsibilities. **** school **** my job **** everything!!!

i want to be toby