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Old Aug 20, 2015, 07:19 PM
FranzJosef FranzJosef is offline
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Originally Posted by Daeva View Post
Hey guys it's been a while. Been doing ehhhhh. I have had a relapse. In the middle of the relapse my staff (I'm in supportive apts. program) decided that I am going to no longer see my T, and am going to a day program instead. (Basically six classes of group therapy with different leaders). I didn't even get to say goodbye to my T. I miss her so much. I don't even have an email for her, and to call and leave a twenty minute voicemail is just not a valid option.

I love the day program, it IS helping me, but there are issues i need to talk to my T, or a private T about, however the program doesn't allow that. I never got to discuss or work out my issues with how I sexualize every father figure in my life. And I can't in the day program because one of the leaders and I are close and I see him as a father figure and so I sexualize him as well. And the place is so full of drama and gossipers there's no way it wouldn't get back to him.

How am I EVER going to work this out now? Why did I waste my time in therapy?!
These all sound like perfectly normal feelings. The aim of therapy is to feel normal feelings and process them normally. Therapy is not going to make you immune to pain.