Thankyou. I am only now realising I don't deserve to live in pain.

It really hurt to get out and I am the type of person who rides horses with broken bones. I was so sad I was alone and no one was there to comfort me. Or help me as I missimformed the hospital about pain relief.

Today my mood is all over. Floods of relief. Some soreness then memories of the pain then sadness then back to happiness that the pinching is gone. And anxiety about the hormones again. I should do some research to see when they return to normal. My body feels so relaxed though.