Well I'm pretty jealous of anybody in a relationship. I've always had a thick wall around me and the thought of anyone hanging around for more than fifteen minutes scares the hell out of me. I remember listening to some guy on the radio saying that you mold your personality in your adolescence and its pretty much set in stone. Well if that's the case then I guess I was condemned from the start because I was petrified of people when I was young. It's taken me a long time to get to where I can talk to people - actually having them inside my comfort zone is something I'm still working on. But it's getting late and I don't feel that confident that everything is just going to become a rose garden. Ho-hum.