Oh Cake sweety...

You really need to find a way to make your life more manageable and safe.

Are you able to just put your foot down loud and clear and basically demand that you need rest and peace??? and for gawds sake let everyone else do the cooking cleaning and bullshyt..

I am so sorry that you are just overwhelmed and its causing such a huge impact on your ability to be safe.

Please please get help , If need be by all means go to the Hospital... You need help and support and understanding.

Many hugs friend