Ironically, I used to have a small business for 6 years and sold bath items I made. I fell out of the hobby when my marriage crumbled. I really wanted to get back into it, but my ex threw away all of my supplies(thousands of dollars, not kidding).

What is happening is I just want to eat for hunger. I have mild cravings for meals, but no intense desire to eat a whole pint of Ben & Jerry's. Probably bad, but I thought if I force myself to eat something I like, the satisfaction will return. Nope. No joy. I guess I am just used to the habit of eating for pleasure.

My mom and I are going out today to a craft store. I hope I can find something.