I actually thought the girls I was dating all had similarities and it was going to be a repeating pattern forever. First, the name Felicia, then Lydia (ends in the same letters) then Breena, then Gina, then Tessa (ending in A three times in a row). The ones who were 2 years older than me were mean and cheated or I cheated. They both called me retarded.

The ones who knew each other were met around the same time and both belittled me and were mean. Tessa had lasted 2 and a half years and we both liked to drink or use drugs. And then I met B when I was drinking heavily. She acted so much like her, I'd dream of Tessa even though she was out of the picture for years. That pattern is because I attract mean Borderlines though. And then I broke up with B after 2 and a half years!