I'm not sure that I do this, well not without "good reason" but.. Maybe sometimes, maybe a part of me does

I used to read quite a lot about Psychology, and other subjects (in books) but over the past 3 years my reading has been severely curtailed and I feel (and may at times be perceived ) as something of a "dunce"...

So this is why I'm asking this question, how have you experienced "borderline splitting"?