I've just remembered how much a T (IRL) seemed to like me to begin with, and yet, it was on quite a superficial level. I seemed quite a good talker (very "shy" and "anxious" but not completely "boring" or...? )

But at least I wasn't described as a "snail"...

(this is not about anyone on pc... One of my dearest friends ever has a snail as her pic..)

(and I don't think I was described as "not doing well" to other clients years after I last saw that T )

And I wish that story had ended there, that I had quit before the negative transference and countertransference set in