Maybe I don't want to connect as much as I did with this one. Perhaps most of the "connection" was the transference and it won't be "normal" to feel such strong feelings. It would be nice to feel a normal/healthy connection with someone so this might be a good thing. If I decide to stay in therapy.....

I cancelled my session Monday saying I've had a lot of realizations, am ok, want more time to process and have realized things that are going right in my life that I didn't see before.