Oh dear Rosegiel, how I totally understand. I'm going through that laxative abuse yet AGAIN and YES, it is painful and not to mention dangerous in the long term. Even though I've been doing this for over 30 years, amongst other silly dangerous things, I can't manage to stop. A few days into not abusing my panic attacks start to gain control and back I go onto the lax abuse. Whilst I KNOW they don't actually make you loose weight, I've found they make me feel mentally as if I'm doing something about my over eating ~ it's madness really, but the only way I know how. Yes, it does cause great pain in more ways than one and obviously you can never be away from the bathrooms more than 10 to 15 minutes. You're not alone hunny so don't worry about that BUT, there are other ways of dealing with this abuse before we land up in hospital. LOVE and HUGS. Xxx
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