Hi.

From your description, it's hard to tell if the amount of alcohol that you think good is doing any real damage or not, now or in the near future.

It sounds that it makes you feel alright and under control... If that is true... See I'm on medication and all but for a long while I'd smoke pot and feel really well and that it was very therapeutic to me...

Deep inside, you probably know what's best for you, and if the wine is only a habit and not a pleasure or if it's helpful and not damaging.