I understand being inquisitive. I think sometimes its a function of our issues. Needing to be sure, be hypervigilent, know whats going on, figure out the situation. For me anyway, understanding what was going on was a way of keeping myself safe in therapy.

With that said, i also think that staying as focus on the true goal..getting better and openning up and trusting is also good.

I havent taken those tests though. I hope you feel safe taking them.

ev