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Originally Posted by Georgia Bridge
Thanks so much for sharing that with me. I never understood the all b's thing... trying to correct the all b's physically hurts. She also uses all m's sometimes... sometimes they're all mixed up, etc. My older brother's name starts with a b, maybe that's why. I did go deaf as a toddler and wound up in a school/(living facility is more what it seems, but I don't know) for deaf and developmentally disabled kids. I could hear... then I couldn't hear ... then I could hear again. I have a (5?) year old alter who can hear and speaks sign language to herself alone in her room because no noise is allowed... it is actual American Sign Language, not a sign language she made up. She's quite good at it... the other missing deaf children are her best friends.No one has ever told me that I had been deaf so i didn't know until the memories returned when i was in my mid-late 30's. I didn't know of the all b and all m languages until quite recently. WOW! thank you so much for explaining possible reasons of the strange language, and, quite honestly, I didn't even think it was all that strange until you brought it up.
As far as Molly's name is concerned ... when I first met her she had just become aware of the existence of an historical figure named Molly McGuire. She could not stop crying because she thought that she was the only person named Molly in the whole world (she was already the unsinkable Molly Brown)!
It takes me so long to catch these things; I feel kinda stupid... Self says, " So, if she thought she was the only actual Molly ever... to her, who is the unsinkable Molly Brown?" So, I decided to Google explore and found that a movie with that name had come out the year before we were born. I did by then know she was using movie names as names becase she had named one of her few toys Rosebud (a red icepick) after what we thought was a character from an Orson Welles
movie... later we found out that Rosebud was a movie sled, not a movie person ( i'm not at all sure if that is correct information,either)... also a very upsetting discovery. Rosebud was and still is her best friend (though of course long gone)... she still cries because she is gone. I don't remember seeing the movies at all, just hearing parts of them.
I am so very happy you shared that information with me; you shed a whole new light on things! Thank You!
It is quite annoying not knowing what order the events occurred in.
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you are so welcome. tip the key to figuring out ones system is being curious, asking questions, searching for answers. its the building blocks in real life so I applied it to my internal life. Im glad my being curious, questioning searching for answers with me has helped and benefited you and your system too. keep up the great work you are doing.