Hello and welcome to Psych Central Syedi!!! It's nice to meet you. You have joined a community of warm and caring members who will want to offer you support and advice. Yours is welcome as well.

Please feel free to contact any community liaison or moderator by left clicking on their name in blue to the left of their post if you need help navigating the forums. It will take some time for your first five posts to appear as they are being evaluated and then you will be able to join chats.

I'm sorry for your struggles. I cannot give you an intelligent response to your post due to our different cultures but I hope someone here will read it and be able to do so. In the meantime I encourage you to keep posting and reaching so that those who can relate have the chance to meet you. It may take time for your paths to cross. You'll find we have a safe and supportive community. I'm glad you've joined us.

I look forward to seeing you around!!!