Lol. I have gastroparesis, im in then process of getting dentutes of my insurnace will cover it, i have arrhythmias and am at risk for a heart attack. My blood pressure is generally dangerously low. Ive had my ed for 10 years diagnosed. Im also a biology major pre med track. I know these things. Ive been abusing laxatives for...hmmm... 8 years. This isnt the beginning of an ed for me. Im not a child or messing around. Ive been to Remuda ranch, rlp, cfc and erc. Rr a couple times. Including psych and many hospital stays for refeeding and rehydration. Ive almost died at least twice. Im not ****ing around. I make do with what I can cope with. I cannot go to the bathroom without using laxatives and NO im noy taking 2. Im taking roughly 20-30 every day. Sometimes more if that doesnt work. Save your experiences on someone who doesnt have their own