i went to group. T was sitting on the porch on his laptop and i walked up and didnt see him and he said hi and i was like holy ****!!!!!! group went well...i talked. it went pretty good, i was pleased even though i was really nervous before. i met with T after. he gave me some papers to fill out to test my beliefs that i can control things by the way i think about them/getting messages and signs stuff.

im off work today thank god.

my brain feels weird...it makes me not feel good. but i am ok