I remember one friend I fell out with around 2 years ago telling me 'now you will never again cry on my shoulder, or such. That I could not understand at all. I remember myself being very composed and cool with that person, well with everyone else really, mostly, until something freaks me out, but I don't cry at people,s shoulders, that's just not me. I had no idea what she was on about. Go figure.. And I'm also not sure why I fell out with her, there was no good reason �� feels like I don't quite control my own life.