I'm so sorry things are not working out for you. Leaving an abusive relationship is really hard, especially when it feels like you have uncertainty on all fronts My first husband walked out on me after physically and emotionally abusing me for the 5 years we were married. I was left with a 4 year old daughter and no where to go. But I had determined that I had to make it for her sake. I just wanted to let you know that there are others of us who have faced this and we can give you emotional support.

I am sure that God has better plans for you. No woman needs or deserves to be abused