for example sometimes i believe if i think about something thats going to happen i can control the outcome because of how i think about it. like, if i want to have a good day at work i think i will have a bad day at work over and over again to control the reality of how the day will go. so if i think i will have a bad day then i will have a good day. its hard to explain and i know its bizarre but i cant stop doing it.

also i feel like the universe sends me signals and signs to let me know if something is going to happen.