I'm on the verge of hospital yet again. This has been happening for almost 4 years. I get sick with mood symptoms, mainly agitation, hysteria and manic symptoms, I go to hospital, they change meds only a little, let me go, and it happens again a few months later. This time, I felt it coming and I requested a med change and they refused. I don't know what to do because they insist on klonopin and all that drug does is knock me out and I don't want to live like that. The doc says she wants me on the drugs with the least side effects but I don't think they work the best! This small town mental health system is awful, I want to go to the bigger hospital but I have no car and nobody wants to take me!