I tried to push myself to be "normal" and work cashier jobs--I either walked out or didn't show up for 4 out of 5 of them. My last one resulted in me calling for an ambulance because of a breakdown. I thought at that job, if I was open and told people why I act the way I do they would treat me better. Nope. Worse actually. If I do get another job, I think I will go through a career center we have. I don't want to play the disability card, but I am really tired of people provoking me and thinking that is ok. Or overloading me with more work than an average person can handle, then yell at me for not being able to do it. Ok, I guess it's the yelling/criticism I can't handle.
Ultimately, I would work by myself if I could. I did have a little business online(registered and everything) for 6 years. I only had to interact with people online, mostly email. No mean boss, just me. It was perfect.
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