I can wean the lamictal @ 50mg a week for a month but I only have enough of 1/2 the other meds for less than a week.
Why I'm doing this: I've always hated meds and taken them in fear of divorce, hospitalization, or myself committing a crime. I no longer fear those things. If I walk into my clinic without being medicated I risk long term hospitalization until I'm compliment. I'm an adult and I have yet to commit a crime yet I'm treated as a criminal. So there goes the meds. Plus given last Tuesday episode meds aren't working.
My T :'0 has threatened hospitalization more than once. I know he won't be comfortable working with me off meds. Anyway he diagnosed me pd nos and has not explained it at all. He let my check out sheet tell me. I've lost what very little respect I have of him.
I don't want a new t or pdoc the same thing will happen.
I'm still going to be around but unmedicated.
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Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
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