Yes. I had gone for 4 years without cutting, until 2 nights ago. I had had a horrible day. Everything was closing in on me, I was in a horrible amount of pain (on the inside), I couldn't eat, and couldn't sleep. Around 2 a.m., I looked down at myself, saw I had gotten something out of my purse. I had fresh cuts on both arms and both legs.
Surprisingly, I felt 10000% better! No more pains, my heartbeat was back to normal, I was starving, and I was sleepy. I ate something and fell right to sleep.
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