And another one, 3 years ago. He was telling me I did something I did not remember doing. Nothing serious, but I didn't understand the situation. I fell out with him soon after. Again, no good reason whatsoever. It was like someone else acting, and I had to apologize later. I think there is a pattern. I fell out with people because I somehow know I have those dissociative blackouts, and I don't trust those people enough? Does that make sense?