I'm so happy for you that you can see that it is all working out. It sounds to me like you were really suffering for a long time and now you deserve to feel well. You always deserved to feel well.

It is great to have support in your life. I split from my husband for a while and my doctor was so delighted when we got back together as he felt this would be a great help to me in recovering and it was.

You sound like a sensitive person when you say that you were worried about hurting people. Never worry, period. Life has a habit of working out if you remember to enjoy it. People get over hurts anyway . None of us are perfect and we all make mistakes.

I'm sure you are a lovely person and I wish you continued good health.