Ok cusack I'll try to see how I can help.

You need to find a safe place in your own home, is that right? Someplace where your mom can't bother you?

Is she unwell also, cusack? She sounds like she really doesn't listen to you. Do you know why she is like that?

I don't think you are twisting things to gain attention.

I think you are really trying to communicate with us here. There are members who would like to help, they just don't know what to say.

The post you talk about is where you said that she says things that are black, that they are white, and calls one animal by another's name... is that the post I need to read again to help you?