that may be a delusion, i personally don't believe anyone has a microchip in them. you are not a dog. i'm sorry to be so blunt. i have things i believe and swear left and right are real, but sadly i am diagnosed schizoaffective, so i have to take that into account. the bottom line about the things i believe to be real is that i DON'T REALLY KNOW IF THEY ARE OR NOT, no matter how real they feel to me. i just think everything is a joke anyway, or fake, or simulated.

i don't like people telling me i am delusional, so i am sorry to be so blunt with you. but i do appreciate someone telling me that my thinking may be off. (generally speaking)

i don't take medication, i don't go to therapy, i don't really do much to take care of my mental health. the difference between me and some others, is that i have the ability to check myself or ask others if what i am saying/thinking is totally insane.

all you're doing by not trusting county mental health or your insurance, is hurting yourself in the long run. if you are in psychosis, or believe you are in psychosis, you need to get help before something life-altering happens to you.